伤……[心]

我很不高兴……最近真得很伤心……与朋友分享的时候是有好点没错，但就像你生病吃药，药力过了就得病回……夜深了，还是会伤心的，还会想起的。
她们都说：“荠心，放弃吧！不要再坚持下去了！趁早放手……”
我都会说：“好吧！我知道了。我会的……我会加油的……我试试看吧！”
然后我会用小小的声音告诉自己：“我能的，我一定能放弃的……一切都会没事的，像平常那样!”
哈哈~很可笑……没用的……我每天都会见到他，每天都会跟他在一起……我不能当没事一般……

但……

不能~
不能~
不能~

我还是不能~

我还是不能放弃你……我有事……我不能当做没事般看着你……但你却每次嘻嘻笑笑地跟我闹，我也配合你……但你看不出我的心其实受着伤……


我也…… 不能。。。。 让你。。。。 发现。。。。

我会试着放弃你……

PS:知道是谁的请别说出来！！shhhhhhh....................

Happy Birthday to Meng How

Hope u always be happy.........
Happy birthday to you......^^

I love my friends.......^^

At this silent night i cant sleep......so i writting blog.....my friends and my family all sleep already.....
I really so miss my friends.......top 10~
When i feel unhappy they all will concern about me and make me feel happy......actually i din like to share my heart things with people,i like to hide at my heart and keep......coz i think i say already also wont help for me........if u are saying to someone who are ur bad friend,he/she wont really concern about u,they just gossip behind u......>< I'm so unhappy and feel sad now....i din tell anyone....but when i online at msn they all (top 3 and top 8) invite me to chat with them together......then,i also dont know why i will tell them my problem,maybe i trust them.....this make me feel comfortable when saying out....when u sharing ur problem with your friend u wil think positive....when u are alone u will think a lot of negative,i dont know u all la but i wil think negative.......they make me laugh,make me smile and make me feel warm......they really my true friends....i feel luckily i still got friends who are concern about me.......when u working at outside u really dont know the people who u meet really true friends anot?they will gossip behind u or really concern about u?? I really cant trust them......but i also can feel whether is good friends or bad friend when i'm together with them.........
I'm very happy when i meet with u all u know?When i feel sad i u all help me and make me laugh....really thks u all.......^^

I really hope our friendship forever......^^

My shit friend

Don't think about me is a bad person,not i want to say like that,is really got a shit people is this world.Haha~
I really cant imagine my friend will change until like this....Actually,me and another freinds are a group of friends and she is the top one.....now, I didn't same college with her,but i another two friends same college and same class with her......although like this,i also cannot TAHAN she bully two of my friends........So,i wan help my two friends to promote our shit friend......
First, i wan talk about her attitude.....i really dont wan admit she is my freinds,coz her attitude really like a shit....when v go out wif her,she really.????(dont know how to explain).........last time when we was study at secondary she is very rude when she was talking with teacher, she also wont respect teacher and always show her rude face to teacher,i was very shame have this friend........until now,she still didn't change her attitude at college....i just want to say my two friends really so pity.....when u all sit beside her they will thought : They all are one 'GANG'.....oh no.................
Furthermore,if v are friends sure wont gossip behind friends.....but,she really like to say behind my two friends.....she is good in front of u but behind u she will say all ur things out........haiz~my two friends,u all really really so pity......
Actually still got many things that i can write but i dont want write so much just because my shit friends really so many things have to write and i lazy........Haha~
I just wan to say......The most important is we are very unhappy when we together with her.........so.............kick her out of our group if she still like this.....






I'm very curious about my shit friend, she can same school,same class and sit beside with two of my dear friends,why she wont treasure about it?? I want also cannot leh.......Ning and Jasmin,miss you very much.......

Happy birthday to me

Me and Mei Chee's birthday party....^^

Sorry,my eyes seeing another camera!!pai seh....LOL

Haha.....love u all.......except HER!!!!!!! I think top ten know what i'm saying...

In front is Yean,Jasmin and Ning...Behind is me n Meiji...

Love this picture,coz so difficult can take picture with AH SAN....

Me and meiji's birthday cake....haha~so delicious oh...thx ya my friend^^I'm so happy today because of my birthday and my dear freind...long time no see really so miss them...thanks for u all present....thanks Jasmin and Ning buy cake to me...happy i can gossip with them...haha...i like gossip~Really love u all......i will remember this moment and wont forget it....freindship forever ya.....

［心］……生病了！！

sorry　ya……我好久没有updates　blog了……哈哈～以后我一定会勤劳点的。因为我很忙没时间嘛！
对了，我公司最近在宣传张智成的签唱会……所以我有机会见到他本人唱歌啦！哈哈～他也只不过是普通人一个……还很矮呢。（偷笑）
我最近失去了我的爸爸兼哥哥～他以后也不会理我了！因为我的好朋友与他分开了……她很伤心哦……我在这里劝劝你，既然你爸爸那么反对你拍拖，那么你应该暂时不要再拍拖了，不然你只会一次又一次的伤心又难过。分手不是世界末日，请别轻易的放弃某些东西，我会支持你的。
我生病了啦！我妈妈好怕我得了h1n1……因为我发烧，喉咙痛，伤风还有呕叻！（要死了）不过请大家别担心我没有得h1n1……我好像把药当糖果吃，吃了一包又一包都没退烧，看了第二次医生情况才有好转……希望赶快好起来……
好了，下次再写……各位再见咯！

☆★Watched Monsters vs Aliens 3D with family

V got free ticket again....haha~except free ticket oso got free drinks and popcorn.....
Today i went one utama to watched this movie....3D oh....quite nice larrr....
When i watched another movie preview,i only noe harry potter coming soon....huuray,i wan watch....haha~
hmmm...lazy to write long long so.......until here lar.......next time lar.......i wil post many things...but now so tired.....pai seh...wakaka~