伤……[心]

我很不高兴……最近真得很伤心……与朋友分享的时候是有好点没错，但就像你生病吃药，药力过了就得病回……夜深了，还是会伤心的，还会想起的。
她们都说：“荠心，放弃吧！不要再坚持下去了！趁早放手……”
我都会说：“好吧！我知道了。我会的……我会加油的……我试试看吧！”
然后我会用小小的声音告诉自己：“我能的，我一定能放弃的……一切都会没事的，像平常那样!”
哈哈~很可笑……没用的……我每天都会见到他，每天都会跟他在一起……我不能当没事一般……

但……

不能~
不能~
不能~

我还是不能~

我还是不能放弃你……我有事……我不能当做没事般看着你……但你却每次嘻嘻笑笑地跟我闹，我也配合你……但你看不出我的心其实受着伤……


我也…… 不能。。。。 让你。。。。 发现。。。。

我会试着放弃你……

PS:知道是谁的请别说出来！！shhhhhhh....................

Happy Birthday to Meng How

Hope u always be happy.........
Happy birthday to you......^^

I love my friends.......^^

At this silent night i cant sleep......so i writting blog.....my friends and my family all sleep already.....
I really so miss my friends.......top 10~
When i feel unhappy they all will concern about me and make me feel happy......actually i din like to share my heart things with people,i like to hide at my heart and keep......coz i think i say already also wont help for me........if u are saying to someone who are ur bad friend,he/she wont really concern about u,they just gossip behind u......>< I'm so unhappy and feel sad now....i din tell anyone....but when i online at msn they all (top 3 and top 8) invite me to chat with them together......then,i also dont know why i will tell them my problem,maybe i trust them.....this make me feel comfortable when saying out....when u sharing ur problem with your friend u wil think positive....when u are alone u will think a lot of negative,i dont know u all la but i wil think negative.......they make me laugh,make me smile and make me feel warm......they really my true friends....i feel luckily i still got friends who are concern about me.......when u working at outside u really dont know the people who u meet really true friends anot?they will gossip behind u or really concern about u?? I really cant trust them......but i also can feel whether is good friends or bad friend when i'm together with them.........
I'm very happy when i meet with u all u know?When i feel sad i u all help me and make me laugh....really thks u all.......^^

I really hope our friendship forever......^^

My shit friend

Don't think about me is a bad person,not i want to say like that,is really got a shit people is this world.Haha~
I really cant imagine my friend will change until like this....Actually,me and another freinds are a group of friends and she is the top one.....now, I didn't same college with her,but i another two friends same college and same class with her......although like this,i also cannot TAHAN she bully two of my friends........So,i wan help my two friends to promote our shit friend......
First, i wan talk about her attitude.....i really dont wan admit she is my freinds,coz her attitude really like a shit....when v go out wif her,she really.????(dont know how to explain).........last time when we was study at secondary she is very rude when she was talking with teacher, she also wont respect teacher and always show her rude face to teacher,i was very shame have this friend........until now,she still didn't change her attitude at college....i just want to say my two friends really so pity.....when u all sit beside her they will thought : They all are one 'GANG'.....oh no.................
Furthermore,if v are friends sure wont gossip behind friends.....but,she really like to say behind my two friends.....she is good in front of u but behind u she will say all ur things out........haiz~my two friends,u all really really so pity......
Actually still got many things that i can write but i dont want write so much just because my shit friends really so many things have to write and i lazy........Haha~
I just wan to say......The most important is we are very unhappy when we together with her.........so.............kick her out of our group if she still like this.....






I'm very curious about my shit friend, she can same school,same class and sit beside with two of my dear friends,why she wont treasure about it?? I want also cannot leh.......Ning and Jasmin,miss you very much.......