sorry T_T

I'm stupid, sometimes i duno what means that you said to me.
I'm depressed. I can feel my heart got a hole.
Why u wanna leaving scars in my heart??
Do you know that is so pain?? why u are so cruel??
DAMN!!! I can't let go....i can't....i try but i can't....
Sometimes my heart is bleeding but i didn't show it on my face,
you thought i'm happy everyday.
But you duno all the smile is just let you know i'm not sad. I using my smile to cover my scars.
everyone got a place is dark,and didn't show it.
and you are my dark place. Sorry for my immature, sorry.....
everything is my fault....i just want to say sorry.....please forgive me....
sorry i cant forget the memories between us. I cant forget you.
I feel so scare, i scare one day we really become a strangers.
ya,i think this time i difficult to recover back. I duno how long i can put down.
but this time really hurt. I cant get out from this situation.
i'm okay when i with someone, but when i alone...you linger there inside my brain..




Please dun ask me why, please dun ask me about this.
even myself also can't explain it.
I just wanna write it out, it will feel better.
I just wanna write and just keep it.........TT