down.....DOwn.....DOWN.....

I cannot alone at home~
If not i will think~think~think~
Cant stop thinking~
Even i dont wanna to think of it,
But the brain like not mine,
cant control it....
RAWR~~~~

My heart feel like uncomfortable...
Like something gone from my life...
I know the causes....
So many things was happen on this few days....
One word can describe my feeling right now
~~~DISAPPOINTED~~~

I cant imagine my lover will treat me like this....
Ishhhhhhhh~~~
Well, i dont want to be ur enemy,
although we cant together,
but we still friend,
I know is difficult for me...
but i dont want lost a friend,
this two days i sms with u...
My heart really really pain~~~
You dont understand my feeling....

I still remember what i said with you,
" Leave me alone...If you dont wanna step into my life,
then pls dont disturb...."
It is someone teach me to say with him....
And it is my heart sound....

Actually so many things that i wanna tell you....
but no chance....i know u will sms me again....
I dunno y i know it....that's my feeling....
Yesterday..I feel that you would calling to my friend,
eventually,you CALLED~~~
now i'm waiting for u to look for me...

I'm always thinking.... say out my love to you izit correct?
this few days happen so many things...
It's really unexpected...
Maybe say out is correct,
I din expect your friend will know...
and happen many things...
but it was happened....
so....i will brave to face it....u oso~~~
My advice to you
"DONT THINK TOO MUCH"
relax....relax one corner~~~

I brave to say out with you,and will brave to give up,
as well as brave to admit all the things that i hide from you....
SO WHAT~~~
what i think is...
you should understand my feeling and what i'm thinking now...
You really hurt me~~~